This day I rode as a passenger and am glad I wasn’t driving. Their lights were in the craziest place and almost ran many lights because we weren’t used to where they were. Instead of being up top and the middle, they were on the far sides, and towards the bottom. It was so strange. The streets were very STEEP and narrow.
I don’t think I’d ever live there. The houses touch each other; there is no privacy, no rooms for a car on the street. If you have a truck or BIG SUV (I don’t drive one, so I don’t care), well forget that especially in a garage. Surprisingly, Dylan was able to back up our trailer into Carlos driveway and parallel park the 15-passenger van in the street. If you’ve ever been to San Fran, you’d be shocked. It was quite the show. I still don’t know how he did it. It was AMAZING! Everything so steep, including your driveway, it just can’t be good on the brakes. It would take some getting used to. I can’t say that I enjoyed San Francisco. It was definitely interesting and if I didn’t own a car I’d probably love it. Oh yeah, it’s expensive. It wasn’t my kind of town. That night we got to eat at Troves’ Aunt and Uncle’s house since they cooked spaghetti. It was so good and they bought some fancy, yummy chocolate cake. His aunt and uncle were such great people to us. It was my favorite stop on the route. Great people! I do plan on visiting San Fran a bit longer later in my life. I don’t mind it enough to visit. J I hope to see his Aunt and Uncle. They welcomed me back anytime.
The rest of this post is going to be very difficult for me, but I know that my friends and family will stand by me. The team has stood by me and my decision. As everyone knows, I had to quit cycling in New Mexico (seems like forever ago) due to my knee giving me problems and became an official driver for one of the vehicles. As a driver, it was very demanding and stressful for me. It was even more depressing. I wasn’t going to be able to cycle with everyone and do what I signed up for. It always made me cry just thinking about it. I had decided a few days before San Francisco and after talking with my ride director, Todd that I couldn’t do it anymore. It was such a difficult and emotional decision for me. As I told Todd, I felt like I would be letting the team down and that I was quitting. He assured me that wasn’t what it looked like, that I put so much work into the team. It was nice hearing that from him, he was a great leader. Always gave encouragement and praised us for our hard work. It was great to hear that, but I still felt horrible and still needed to tell the team. Todd would have done that for me, but I needed to do it.
Once we got to Carlos’ house, our host, for 2 days in San Fran everyone pretty much dispersed for showers or town to meet up with families that came to town. I went with Troves and his family’s house, to visit and try to help with dinner. His aunt wouldn’t let me help with dinner because she said I do enough for the team during the day. I told them about my plans to leave and they understood, esp. his Aunt Renee as she had been with us the past few days. I told them I still had to tell the team, but wasn’t sure when. I was scared. About 2 hours later, the team arrived and Clay parked the van in this tiny spot. It took about 20 driving forward, backing up to get in. I don’t know how these guys do it. Everyone came in, got some drinks and headed to the rooftop looking at the city and San Fran Bay and taking pictures. We were about to head downstairs to eat, when Troves Uncle said that I had something to tell everyone (he really gave me the opportunity and really helped). I said that as most knew I was leaving tomorrow and just started crying. It was very difficult for me. Eventually I got it all out, they understood and some even mentioned that they couldn’t believe how long I’d lasted as a driver. They said there was no way they could have lasted that long. That night I got a HUGE group hug at once from everyone that was there. It really meant a lot and it was the first time that I really felt wanted and appreciated by the team, especially for what I had done for them all along the route. The rest of the night was a really good night. I felt like so much had been lifted off my shoulders. We all had a blast that night, looking at the Rockies Route’s videos on YouTube. We also have videos of ourselves individually that were made before we left. So many people looked differently; it was so funny to watch. It really was an awesome night with the team and Troves family. It will be a memory I will never forget.
I am very excited for the team and having been keeping up with them. I keep track of them daily and check their blogs. I am very proud of them and will be joining them on their arrival day in Anchorage. I will be arriving a day earlier and staying with our head host lady there. She has plans for me to go hiking with her the night before the team arrives. I will be driving one of the vans into Anchorage, so they will all have the opportunity to cycle to their destination as deserved. I am very excited and can’t wait to see them all. I will be spending that week with them. YAYYY 21 more days.
